lilaughables

im using green cause im a saddist. well,today was a rather happy day iie don't know fer whatever reason but my sis left for china this morning,iie thought i would have peace & is free for quite some time but after she left,iie felt somehow sad,there's no one t threathen me anymore,iie will feel rather weird..."-.- well,at least she's like happy & i bet she's enjoying herself now,thats a good thing.x) ermmm...o...k...this PAUL againxz! when will he ever stop hurting me??uh??i called him th whole of today & we hardly even talk & if we talk,we both will start quarreling.=( why??why??how did it end up like this?we were not like this last time...T.T nvm larh,forget it,i know we are going t break soon if this continues...its ok,both of us will be happier like that.x33 do uue know something??he lost th key chain i gave him,he broke th sex bands i gave him,he doesn't even like me a single bit at all;;crystal chow is th person he truly love kkxz...nvm,i give up already...oh,today we stead for exactly 2 months lerhhs.
&howiwish...

eww...this colour's so dull and sick...but yeah,thats how im feeling now...T. haixxx...make a guess why im down,im damn sure uue know th answer.=X hahax.yepp,you're right [its PAUL] rawrhh...im so pissed with him still kayes...
1) he jumped onto th cement ledge
2)he ran in th rain at night & fell again
3) he's supposed t call me back,but he didn't./>:
grrrss...obviously im pissed luhh."*.* haix yarh!qi si wo lerh larh!=( he can;t talk t me fer th whole of today until like 9 tonight cause he's gonna go t work;;sighh,nvm larh,talk t jarrett kor today larh.>.< ok,buhbye,im gonna eat my string sweets lerhs.x)
&soempty...

&i know it really hurts k,uue might not express it out or say it,but iiex know its really painful....='(
this afternoon,Xpaul darX & me were walking along bukit timah from like SCGS t like serene centre there...>.< when we walked all th way t th bus-stop,we felt really tired & just sat down at th bus-stop there fer a while.iiex got bored & started playing my hp game.=D heheh' denxz paul started sending me messages t irritate miieee~grrrss!after sitting down fer quite a while,we decided t go somewhere else as i gotta go home soon & there was blood on th bench(mensues blood) eww!i know its damn sick kayes,but its true..."=.= hahax.on our way back,jarrett kor called me and paul started disturbing him denxz after a while,i snatched th phone back and started talking t him...paul as uue know,he's a mischievious lil' boy...HE RAN AND JUST JUMPED ONTO A CEMENT LEDGE KAYES...it was slippery cos it rained this morning and when he jumped up,he just fell off kayes...its not low,th ledge was rather high...iiex didn't see how he landed but i immediately put down th phone and went t paul....T.T but before i even walked there,he got up already...we stand at th side and he's leg had a real long scratch and it was bleeding...iiex felt th exact same pain too(if not more). my heart ached so much t see paul injured...later,we just went home.x33 actually,there was alot more events that happened,but i don't think you will want t continue reading anyways;;hahax.iiex just hope paul is feeling better now.(:

signing off,
 rachx<3